stream
garden
= of conciousness
seeking an object of fascination. something to tattoo on the back of my calf, to feel against every inner knuckle of every finger, a barre chord and a neck in my palm, to crawl on top of me, same as i’ve always been.
don’t like when i make a feeling dependent on something i can’t control, inflate, default.
you only live once. lowkey kind of true.
frankie & mikayla moved out of new york yesterday. things i learned from them: optimism energy persistence imagination humility honesty do & feel everything 100%.
4 x DIY screen-printed shirts for my roommates in honor of moving out of our brooklyn apartment and our evil property manager tony.
in the new apartment and yesterday i saw one ladybug on my window and today i saw two ladybugs on my window.
shopping list in new apartment:
red hook day for frankie citibike playground sprinklers playing bags red hook iced tea cidery statue of liberty photo booth lobster rolls mega mule then goodbye party at our house
hello
goodbye
moving checklist from old apartment:
old songs stuck in my head over and over and over old habits die hard
mhka museum antwerp giant vinyl floot visceral physicality monroe: “Nudity and sex are the most commonplace things in the world. Yet people often act as if they were things that existed only on Mars.” hazy and greying nemerov: ”the truth lives in broad strokes”
long days short days
numb calves jump into the water come out clean my friends are girls and women both sing and sing and sing and sing and scream
the rocks are rocks and the water is water and the air is a rainbow i don’t know where i am except that it is grand kierkegaard: ”i don’t know what it is except that it is grand and it is happiness”
ireland 7/2-7/5
and the ball keeps rolling
june as a series of concentrated best moments ever i think every day can be the best day ever and every week can be the best week ever and every month can be the best month ever but that was pretty awesome
in june 2026 i spent $2,318.10 i finished 3 books i walked 300,203 steps i was out of town for 6 days i went to govball i watched the knicks win in 5 i signed a new lease i hosted a huge dinner party i marched in the nyc pride parade i made a lot of jello shots bc they’re really easy to make and everyone loves it when i bring them
nyc price 2026 land at LGA → happy hour → hot pot → desert 5 spot like always → fireworks in williamsburg → rooftop party in the rain → open bar at wild horses → 3 dollar bill → close it out → rally from the hangover → march in the pride parade line dancing with all my friends → tziki → love island
home for a week
dinner party location: deanie babies theme: starts with a d food: dumplings type: special d complete with the stanford-style email chain littered with links. bring back email invites instead of partiful. i love my friends!
knicks in five !!!!!!!!!!
alone in the crowd at lorde sobbing my eyes out but in a cool way
govball
in may 2026 i spent $2598.02 i finished 2 books i walked 326,866 steps i was out of town for 3 days i went on 8 apartment tours
friends who teach me how easy it is to be perfect