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in may 2026 i spent $2598.02 i finished 2 books i walked 326,866 steps i was out of town for 3 days i went on 8 apartment tours
friends who teach me how easy it is to be perfect
memorial day weekend
awesome friday: coffee with jaya and perfect sandwich at radio bakery. work from home making holograph and confetti cursor. then bike to williamsburg for apartment pregame → L train → dj launch party → bike → desert 5 spot til close → L train → lucinda’s → uber → home slept all day saturday until i went to hannah’s and ate dumplings and did sporcle quizzes even awesomer sunday: coffee at home → baked by neem’s in alphabet city → community garden tour & plant sale → bike over manhattan bridge → nyu itp showcase (i liked the subway car and poetic fermentation jar and dj guitar) → dinner at home → the drama at cinema village the best movie theater ever.
do unto others as you would have them do unto you
got a running list of things in my notes app that i should probably talk to a therapist about. sex. superiority. staleness. patience. blame. presence.
talking with mikayla about the importance of good friends. soul sisters. people who match you where you are and who are different in a way that complements you.
back in town 3 days in office. free massage. 3 trays of naya. after work: levy gorvy, strand bookstand, mixue, tap room, photos, williamsburg rooftop, old mates weekend: edith’s, athena’s 1st birthday, frannie’s 25th birthday, long nap, soho brunch mimosas → shopping → hockey game → hudson river park → citibike → tacos & ice cream → buckwild
everything goes right that needs to go right
stagecoach
april 30-3 palo alto 4-5 connecticut 17-18 maryland 23-27 indio
new tattoos on my knees some things you can’t change what would you do if you could do anything connection to place reconnection to people permanence and transience transience of place and feeling do what’s best for you spring is here! put nails in the wall
the cherry blossoms help me remember
4 days in the bay area
mosaic driverite williamsburg knee tattoos immune system 3k in taxes to nyc dream about stella american woodcock wingspan bonus cards private instagram story anderson collection rothko
10 days at home
hide and seek pushing on the swing show me the leaves picture on bear statue counting concrete orbs decomposing squirrel head
sitting on the back patio. 90 degrees in colorado but the shade is perfect and i sit until the sun is high enough at 12:30ish that the couch is in the sun and the tops of my feet start to burn. i want a tattoo of the virgin mary, a horse, a cactus, something ornamental, a mermaid, a cheetah or a tiger, one of those classic ones that say mom on a ribbon over a heart. my dog sits on the couch with me, in the shade of the picnic table, in the sun of the back corner, in the shade by the tree. every time there’s a breeze she sniffs.
march 1-5 nyc 6-9 cancun 10-18 nyc 19-29 boulder 30-3 palo alto
3/9 - 3/15
crying on 26th street, feeling dumb then feeling dumb for feeling dumb then feeling mean for feeling dumb for feeling dumb. the dog and the lizard and the bear and they’re all coexisting, not following me or anyone else. wild horse, respect the autonomy. many happy lives. how do you like spending time alone. what’s selfish or easy or hard. inevitable change, immense gratitude. hug the horse & look out at the view.
buying souvenirs makes me feel like an adult. knowing a future where i never forget this and have 1000 more moments under my belt and on my shelves.
crisp twin bed. remember and cherish. dirty feet. young and nimble. sexy and holding each other and laughing out loud. folding table on a pile of seaweed at the water edge. grandiose and perfect. warm pool and blinding sun.
cancun ocean chasing its own tail. repetitive, joyful like puppies. random, rain or shine. gemma tells me everything it touches is public. my feet and my shoulders. again and again and again.